Monday

21.

My body's screaming for your bones
My body's weeping for your skin
My body's yearning for your touch
My body needs your words within

So say the things I need to hear
Just say them loud and say them clear
So say the things I need to hear
Just say them now and while we're near

My body's gasping for your breath
My body's aching for your voice
My body's begging for that noise
My body doesn't have a choice

So say the things I need to hear
Just say them loud and say them clear
So say the things I need to hear
Just say them now and while we're near

You can whisper, you can shout
Scream it loud and let it out
Just let me hear you say those words
That let me know that I am yours

-------

I can hear this being sung in my head.

I just wish it wasn't being sung by me.

20.

Love is a one man story. It can't begin and it can't end without the number one being front and center. That line, that single digit, will be the start and the finish. You start with one person: alone, a blank canvas, totally incompitent to this world and their surroundings.
They don't know shit about love and what it is. To them there is only life.Then one day, one event happens to this one person and it becomes about one plus one. They both have no idea what is going on other than the fact that for some reason they are utterly and undeniably obsessed with each other. Time goes by and this story of one plus one starts to equal one. They learn more about one another than the scientists have learned about the earth itself; pet peeves are uncovered favorite attributes of the other are discovered, and something happens that not even science can explain. Mathmeticians are stumped by this unexplainable phenomina. How could one plus one equal one? Only the two individuals, totally engrossed in the others breathing, heartbeat and thought processes, could explain how this could happen.

-------

It's called love.

But that's just a theory, of course.

19.

I'll be hearing no more of your sad songs
No more will I receive your stories about war and conflict
No more will I hear your voice chastising me and cutting me apart

You were the waves against my shores but now you are no more

You can go on and sing about how much I've hurt you
How I threw you around like a whale with its seal
How I tore you down like Germany with its Berlin Wall

But I will sit here safe and sound and you'll know for sure I'm not around

I hope you have a good day, if it's any consolation for what I've done
I hope you find happiness in someone like I have found in him
I hope you live your life knowing that the end is there, so live like you're dying

But who cares what I hope because I doubt it'll help.

------

Good bye, sad song

Sunday

18.

I wish you wouldn't stop writing

I miss your words dripping down

the page

I wish I could feel your soul again

Narrated by the voice in my head,

speaking as I read

You don't write about anything now

Not even how you feel, how I've

hurt you

At least give me this much, would you?

Let me drown in the bitter sweet realization

that I've hurt you

I hurt you good and I hurt you bad

And you bled while I healed and now

I think you've bled out

And now

I think you have no more words to say

And now

i think I'm floating in the silence of your pain.


-------------


Don't you ever stop

Don't you ever stop

Don't you ever....

17.

He said I wish we could

Just escape. I asked where

He would like to go and

He said Don't you know?


Oh don't you know? To

Escape anywhere where

Sometimes some time

Passes and maps become


hands that lead us to

Trainstations and hellicopter

Pads, that lead us to

Something just to get


High on. Then he went

Silent and I could feel

The silence sink in like

The dustbowl swallowing


The plains; white noise

Engulfing my head with

Fearful and uncertain

Whispers eating at my


Ear: there is no rain. And

I could feel my heart start

To weep as his lips parted

And he said the words that


I never wanted to hear, as

He said they're keeping us

apart and I have to jump

Through hoops and leap


Mountains just to be with

You. the dustbowl in my

Head then swallowed my

Whole body and I became


Numb, unsure of what to

Do, unsure of what to say.

I became numb and all I

Could manage was laying


Kiss after longing kiss upon

His forehead, hoping that

If not this one then the next

Would make him change


his words. But they didn't.

They were just butterflies

Swept up in a hurricane of

White noise and dust.


-------------


And for the first time in a long time.... I was scared.

.

And I find that
there seems to be an excess of words
floating around in my head

something is wrong
maybe the drain that is mouth is clogged.

I'm tired of recycling poems
in order to express how i feel.
i just wanna write

write out my heart
write your name in the sky


all i ever wanted to do
was make you happy
to see you                                                                                                                            smile.

----

hmm. 





Saturday

16.

I'll be there when times are rough
And just when you think you've had enough
We can run away together
Because we know that we can do better

Baby come take my hand and we'll leave this place
Don't you fear, our beating hearts set the pace
We got the world ahead of us
And the past is now left behind
So darling don't let go and know
That nothing is impossible

Alone, the world can break us down
But when facing us both we'll cause it to frown
Eyes will turn and mouths will fall
But we'll walk this life with our heads held tall

So baby come take my hand and we'll leave this place
Don't you fear, our beating hearts set the pace
We got the world ahead of us
And the past is now left behind
So darling don't let go and know
...That nothing is impossible

-----

Another collab with Mitch. This was written to be lyrics to a non-existent song. I dare you to sing it and see if you can make it sound fabulous.

Monday

15.

The Scientist

Everything obeys
a universal LAW.
Nothing happens
without a cause.
If one is not
present it will
be eliminated.
Natural Selection
REIGNS. Chance
is its mistress.
Questions were
created so that
they may be
answered.
Without
answers,
questions
become lonely
WHORES on
the streets;
a one night
stand begging
to be visited again and
again. Questions become
mistresses, answers
become aloe to the
guilt ridden conscience,
and Scientists become
GOD
                                                                                    
C
R
E
A
T
O
R


                    The Artist

Everything has a
PURPOSE. Chance
is Lady Lucks friend
and frequents the
mind often. Hands
become mouths, media
becomes words.
Questions were created
to be left unanswered.
They burrow into
the brain and work
the hands, trying to
MAKE a solution to
itself. It is a disillusioned
teenager; no self purpose,
no identity. Death then 
rolls the die, wins, and 
rescues the host from the
parasite question. Without 
artists, questions become souls. 
Artwork turns into bodies. 
They combine and the artist never dies. 
The artist becomes
GOD             

1 = t.o.i.l.

I wake to your lips
Not on my neck, but on my hips
Instantly they turn warm
With the clasp your lips form

My breath skips a step
A sharp rise of the breast
Heat pours from my soul
My body is begging to be made whole

With grins we pour into each other's eyes
Causing my body to take swift rise
I lay you down with my lowering chest
My heart speaks to the one it knows best

Words are becoming silent
Our hands are learning to speak
I cling needfully to your skin
No more delay, let it begin!

Your fingers run down the curves
Lighting the fire to my nerves
You're getting closer to the spot
That turns my cold skin to white hot

Lips are becoming one
Tongues are making our blood run
Moans escaping our chest
But our bodies talk the best

Love is seeping the sheets
Our hearts share the same beat
One Two One Two One One Two
You know just what to do

You're no longer at my mouth
Instead your lips have flown south
And nothing can stop you from igniting
This fire inside that I've been fighting

Minutes fly as I melt into flames
Nothing is lost but all is gained
Finally your lips decide to return to mine
They are the contract that you must sign

X. I am yours .

-----

Kept it PG for all you kids out there.
Love is such a fabulous thing.
(P.S. Italicized is what Mitch started to right, then I took it from there.)

Friday

14.

The Artist

She's goin nowhere
But everywhere at once
She sees the end
But is still beginning
Never having the right answer
Never believing she's wrong
She's an oxymoron in motion
She's a girl wanting the world



The Scientist

He's going everywhere
A goal set in his mind
He's got the answers
But they're far out of reach
Never give up
Never look back
Forward motion in suspension
He's a boy becoming the world.

-----

Both exploring. Both are learning. Neither know where they are going. All they know is that they'll get there.

Together.

Tuesday

13.

And I'm drawing the pictures
of the pieces of you
That I miss the most
But something is missing
Something's just not right

So I go outside with
Birdcage in hand and
Camera in my eyes
Hoping to capture the colors
And fill in the white

But the sun had been swallowed
And all I could see was the swollen
Grey belly of the beast
And that's when I knew 
Everyday without you here

Would be colorless.

-----

Let's never part, shall we?

(Old.)

12.

Letter 1:

Dearest,

I wish I didn't have to
ask you to tell me that
I'm beautiful. I know
I'm not but at least lie
to me.

Lie to me sweetly.
Love me gently. 

Sincerely yours.


Letter 2:

Dear,

I went to the cemetery,
where the stone pillars
and lonely names were
the only eyes to see me 
cry.

Leaves are spilling over
man made boundaries,
and I'm starting to think:
Life never had it this hard
before.

Sincerely.

Letter 3:

       ,      


I'm waiting for you 
with every breath 
I take. 

.              

-----

Letters from the lonely heart.

My, what a downer..

(old.)

11.

How do I put this
Eloquently. 
Though, eloquent isn't
The word I would use
To describe what I mean
To say.

No.

My words should not be
Eloquent.
Because eloquence was abandoned
Along with me
And my heart.
Thrown to the side
Put on hold.
Wait until I'm better
Before you can heal.

So tell me,

How do I put this
Truthfully.
Because the truth has
Always been 
Elusive.
The truth doesn't exist
Not like it used to, at least.
It ran away long ago
Hid itself behind your teeth
Bleeding as you bit your
Tongue harder to keep it from

Escaping.

----

I say.

 I've done it again.

(old.)

Part 3.

Luther let out a surprised cry and quickly whipped around. Leaning against the doorway was Shava. Her body was slim and her curves were perfectly outlined by the tight yellow tank-top and the skinny jeans that she wore. But it wasn't the enticing lines of her body or the alluring call of her voice that kept Luther standing there like a fool. No, it was the girl's blue eyes shining in that porcelain face of hers. They were deep but bright, and they had a sparkle about them that hinted at an intelligent curiosity. 


A moment of silence passed between the two before the girl pushed off the doorway and made her way over to the bed. Luther's eyes never left her. He was absolutely entranced by her, the way her hips swung, the flow of her platinum blonde hair which was pulled back into a pony tail. For a second, Luther could imagine himself on top of her thin frame, one hand gently running down the length of her body as the other tugged her hair free, letting it pool out underneath her precious head. He quickly banished the thought though, ashamed that he was already lusting after this girl when they haven't even said three words to one another.

'She's actually said five to you,' whispered a voice in the back of his head. 'You're practically to third base.'


Luther winced, trying desperately to silence the voice as Shava sat down on the smooth silk comforter of her bed. Her eyes scanned the room for a minute before landing on Luther, who wanted to crawl out the door and disappear. She was very beautiful, yet very intimidating as well. 


"Well now," she mused.


Luther started a little at the sound of her voice breaking the silence. His skin was like pins and needles and his stomach was tying itself into knots. What was she thinking? Was he in trouble for looking at her valuables? He was going to leave soon anyway. Why couldn't she just dismiss him, release him from the invisible hold she had on him?

'This is what you wanted, wasn't it?' whispered the voice in his head. 'To see her?'

Yes but not like this, he thought. Oh how stupid he must look right now in the eyes of this girl, which were scanning him now with curiosity.


His brown hair was messy with sweat and hard work, bits and pieces sticking up here and there. He wasn't tan but he wasn't as pale as her, and Shava figured that by the build of his body he probably wasn't the outdoorsy type. To the normal passer-by, Luther was average: average height, average weight, average teenage boy. But to Shava, he seemed... different. 


------


Different is getting to be quite normal, these days..

Sunday

Part 2.

It was indeed a spiraled staircase, and a long one at that. The stairs where short and steep, and Luther had to watch where he stepped in fear he might trip over his own feet. The air within the staircase was hot and condensed, and Luther could feel the sweat starting bead on his forehead. 

'No wonder O'Brian gave me this job,' thought Luther ruefully as he made his way around and around. 'No one else wanted to do it.' 

After a few minutes of walking, a cool breeze of fresh air was starting to waft down the shaft, brushing lightly against his face. 

'I must be getting towards the top,' he thought excitedly and he quickly picked up the pace. Finally, the staircase led him out into a room. 


Luther stood for a moment, drawing in the size of the room. It was large, larger then any room he head seen so far, besides the main entryway. In fact, it was large enough to house a grand piano in the far right corner. By the looks of it, it stayed here all year round, tucked safely under a white sheet so that the dust couldn't touch it's shiny black skin. On the wall opposite Luther there was a large stained glass window with a mural of two doves, their bodies folding into one another as if they were performing some intricate dance. Luther was entranced as the colors from the glass splayed out onto the floor, illuminating the mahogany like magic itself was spilled across it. 


A moment passed before Luther was able to snap himself from his revery. He looked to his left and saw the hall that O'Brian had described. Quickly, he made his way down it, his eyes soaking in the intricate wallpapered patterns that graced the walls. Before he knew it he was at the end where a small, round window was open just a crack to let a gentle autumn breeze in. Luther smiled a little, welcoming the friendly breeze as he carefully managed the box into the crutch of one arm and opened the door to his right with the other. It swung open to reveal a medium sized room. A large queen sized, four post bed sat with a regal air in the middle, it's quilted headboard with its back against the opposing wall. Luther looked around, taking in the lavender smell that matched the rich, deep purple color of the walls. This was definitely a ladies room. Not only that, it was Shava's room. 


Luther gulped and quickly made his way into the room, setting the box down in the far left corner, then quickly made his exit. He felt intrusive and rude walking into this girls room like that, and he wondered aimlessly whether she felt at all like her privacy was being intruded upon every year when the movers came. 


He quietly made his way back down the spiraled staircase and into the main hallway, which was starting to fill up with beautiful furnishings that accented its already magnificent features. These men had done all this in the same amount of time that it took him to carry up one measly box, and Luther could feel an embarrassed blush start to creep up the back of his neck. 

'I'll be faster,' he silently swore to himself as he walked out the double doors and back to the U-Haul. And faster he was. The boy almost became an unloading machine, a worker ant of sorts. He was methodical and precise, making an A-line across the floor and up the stairs then back again in no time flat. He had fallen into a routine of unloading, carrying, dropping, walking, and unloading again. The three hour mark was approaching now, and Luther had successfully unloaded all of the boxes except for one, which he was now religiously carrying up the spiral staircase. 


"Ha!" he cried as he entered the hallway to Shava's room. He walked in and set the last box down, straightening as he clapped his hands together. His prideful gaze looked over his handy work and he couldn't help but feel a surge of accomplishment welling up in his gut. 

"Wait till I tell O'Brian about this," he muttered to himself, a content smile plastered on his face. After a moment, his eyes wandered from the boxes and started to scan the room itself. By then, Luther felt comfortable being in the room and even comfortable enough to look around the place. 


The boy grinned as he slowly made his way around the room. He started on the right at the bed stand sitting prestigiously next to the bed, and worked his way clockwise. Next came the closet, whose doors opened with a gentle sigh as Luther peeked curiously into it's seemingly infinite depths. He felt dizzy at the size of it, practically the size of his own bedroom at home, and he quickly shut it and continued his perusing of the room. He made his way around to the far left wall where a white vanity mirror stood, little nick-knacks and memorabilia sitting pristinely in front of the large, illuminated mirror. 

"No wonder they say she's so pretty. With a mirror like that, I'm sure any girl could make herself look beautiful." 


"I'm glad you think so."


--------


Oh my oh my oh my goodness.

Friday

Part 1.

The days in Summerville had grown shorter as winter approached the small town. Dr. Ricardo and his family were just moving in to their winter vacationing home at the top of Pikes Hill and, of course, were the latest talk of the town. Each year during the middle of September, the doctor would migrate his family of two to the mansion perched on top of that hill, and each year the town of Summerville would wait with baited breath for a chance glimpse of the elusive family. But each year, the townsfolk would be disappointed and at the end of February, when the first buds began to bloom, the house would be empty once again and once again the Ricardo family would slip quietly back into the world outside the small bubble of Summerville. 


As the movers began to unload the fine furniture and precious valuables into the mansion, a boy of roughly 19 stood at the bottom of the hill and swore that this would be the year he would glimpse the rumored Shava Ricardo. She was said to be the most beautiful mistress to have ever graced the town, besides her mother, and he was determined just as any other boy would be to see for himself if this were true. 


'Oye! Luther Ulrick! Is tha' you standin' down thar?' 


The boy looked up in surprise to hear someone calling his name in a thick irish accent, someone from the other side of the rot ironed fence. Standing at the top of the hill amongst the bustling men was a short and stout burly looking man. He had a fiery red beard that hung down to the middle of his chest and an intense gaze that could send even the firmest man into quivers of fear.

Luther stared as his own green eyes met that gaze and he felt a chill run up his spine. The man held it for a good second or two before a smile broke out onto his rugged face and a deep, hearty laugh rolled through his body. He was indeed your stereotypical Irish man. 


"Come on now, boy. Don't just stand thar with your mouth open like a half drowned fish. Come 'elp me with unloadin' these things and I'll pay yah 'alf a days wage."


Luther's heart leaped into his throat as he stared up at the man, his mouth falling open a little bit more. "A-Are you sure, Mr. O'Brian? I'm not really a professional, you know."


"Aye! I'm sure. Now get up 'ere, and make it quick! I don't 'ave all day," commanded the man.


Luther quickly scrambled over to the main gate and fumbled with the latch for a few seconds longer than he wished he had before he managed to push his way through. He then quickly dashed up the long drive way and was by Mr. O'Brian's side in no time, his chest heaving up and down from the distance ran. 


O'Brian looked the boy over, an incredulous look on his face as an amused glint sparkled in his eye. "Took ya long enough," joked the man as he gave him a hearty smack on the back. "Now then, I'll need your 'elp bringin' in the smaller boxes for the bedrooms. I don't trust your gangly arms with any of the major stuff." He chuckled as he lead Luther over to one of the U-Hauls and opened up the back hatch. Luther winced a little as the sight of boxes upon boxes greeted his eyes. "These all belong on the third floor. You'll take a left in the 'all way and it'll be the last room on your right. Did you get tha'?" 


"Yes, Mr. O'Brian," replied Luther. He was still trying to soak in the daunting task ahead of him and wondered whether or not it was still worth it, half a days pay or not.


"I'll need yah to be quick about it though. The Ricardo family will be 'ere in three hours and the doctor 'as asked us to be either done or close to finishin' by the time he and his family arrived. And thas what I plan to do."


Luther looked down at O'Brian and blinked. "Wait, they'll be here in three hours?" Definitely worth it.


"Aye," said the man as he heaved one of the boxes out of the truck and into the boys arms. "So you better get to work now. And don't be snoopin' around the 'ouse either, yah hear? If my boss hears that i let a non-mover into the Ricardo Mansion then you can bet your sweet potaters that I'll be hunting your ass down." With that, the man turned and resumed his post down with the other men.


Luther nodded a silent "OK" as the short man walked off and quickly headed into the house through the double door entrance, clutching the box in his arms tightly. As he entered, he was instantly struck breathless by the stunning entranceway of the mansion. A three tiered diamond jeweled chandelier hung majestically from the domed ceiling, illuminating the intricate pattern made by the spanish tiles on the floor. A double staircase sloped gracefully up and curved to meet the second level hallway where Luther was able to get a glimpse of the entrance to what he assumed was a spiraled staircase, disappearing after the first curve up into the house.


"That must lead to the third level," Luther mumbled to himself.


"What'd ya say," grunted one of the men as he passed by the boy, a rather intimidating look on his face.


"N- Nothing," Luther stammered in response. He gulped and quickly crossed the floor, making his way up one of the staircases before stopping at the top to catch his breath. The box in his arms was starting to feel like a heavy metal weight and Luther was beginning to doubt his capability of completing his task. 

'Keep going. You might get to see this Shava chick.' His heart flipped in his chest as his silent reminder sparked his adrenaline. He strode over to what he assumed was the spiraled staircase and slowly started to make his way to the third floor.


-------


Everyone wishes they had a short, burly, generic Irish man named O'Brian to call their own.


I know I do.

Sunday

10.

dear me,


you are not a failure. your eyes are

brighter than you think and are

windows to your mind. life is not a

war to win or a game to play, but a

journey to travel.



dear me,


god plays hide-and-seek. learn

from angels and see how they

do. take joy in the small things

and start to notice details, like

the way the sun hits his eyes or

the blue veins running fiercely

under your skin. leave the big picture

up to someone else, someone bigger

than yourself.



dear me,


everything happens for a reason.

embrace change like it was the air

in your bones. look at the world

with eyes wide shut and see it how

a child sees it;


perfect, pure, magical



dear me,


magical. you are magical.

keep yourself around for awhile.




sincerely,


poem


-----


Sometimes you just need a simple reminder of who you are.

Wednesday

09.

Touch my skin like I was

Air flowing through your bones

Grab hold of me and refuse to let go


Refuse to let go


Breathe me in like I was

Water running down your throat

Drown yourself in me and refuse to let go


Refuse to let go


Drink everything about me like I was

Your last meal, your final super

Satisfy your hunger and refuse to let go


refuse to let go


Swallow me whole like I was

The butterflies in your stomach and allow yourself the chance to

Touch me, breathe me, drink it all in and refuse to let go


Refuse to let go.


----


I miss you.

Sunday

08.

speak to me in a language
that only flowers can understand.
preach to me in whispers about
how beautiful everything is, from

the heat of our tongues to the 
weight of our bones to the roar 
of the life that awaits us. let me
explore you like some kind of

map laid out before my adventurer
fingers and i'll let you taste the
sweetest love your mind has ever
known. speak to me in whispers 

and say the words that truly 

leave me 

silent.

Thursday

07.

Another hit has been made
Breaking through the cage of my heart
Cupid take your arrow, spare me your song
Don't you see I've something better to wait on?
Everything is going perfectly, everything is just right
Falling into place like some kind of fairy tale story
Going according to some grand plan
Hummingbird heart, can you feel it too?
I think maybe, possibly, you've found something true
Just take a moment, my tiny bird, and listen to the sound
Kisses in the dark upon my skin of light
Love is the combination of the two; it is twilight.
Move now, my little bird, and be fast and true
Nothing lasts forever and this was made for you
Owl heart beating in your cage, can't you hear my heart knocking?
Please let me in so that I may say ---
Quiet my hummingbird heart, you don't want to scare his bird away
Rest easy knowing that his heart is calling you
Stay fluttering by his side until the morning light
Tomorrow is another day, another chance to do things right
Until we hear his heart say those three words, we will wait
Violently falling over every word he speaks as his heart gently asks
Who, who, who? Who and how could this be? So I
X-ray his chest with the weight of my ear and then I hear
You are the one I want, you are the one I love.
Zero seconds past before I realize what I knew all along ; 

-----

I love you too.

Tuesday

06.

1.

Desperate bubbles escaping a cave mouth. 
oh lord, help me get out. Sharp teeth tearing
into the skin of a scream. oh lord, help me
get out. Sacks of air shrinking in a chest.

oh lord, help me get out.

2.

Angry crows sitting in my tree
Pecking at my window
Why'd you leave? Why'd you leave?

Claws digging in the dirt
Chirps becoming screams
Why'd you hurt me? Why'd you hurt me?

Angry crows sitting in my tree
Whispering in my sleep
He will leave. He will leave.

Claws digging in the dirt
Screams becoming laughter
You will hurt. You will hurt.

Then I see.
Those angry crows
Clinging to my tree

They want me. They want me.
 
-----------

I'm being swallowed up by these shadows and they won't let me go. No matter how hard I fight, kick, and pull they just cling tighter and tighter to me. When I think I've broken one's grasp on my mind and heart, another takes hold and clings tighter then ever before. 

Dear God save me.

Thursday

05.

and you are like

the suitcase sitting in my closet
drowning under the numerous
fingers and arms and feet and limbs
of my heart and soul and love and

i wish i could just

buy a train ticket and just go to
a place where the throat of the
mountains roar and the elephant
grass grows above my head and

when i get there i’ll

throw this old candle to the side
and scream into the wind and
become the rain and the wind and
the air rushing out of my lungs and

you said to me that night

good bye i’m leaving and then there
was nothing but silence and that
silence was noise, the loudest noise
i have ever heard and that’s when i knew


----

you meant it.

04.

come with me to my wonderland,
where grass and love grows like
weeds on your skin and the specks
in the sky aren’t just specks, but

instead your dreams, hanging by
spiders thread. be my mad hatter,
my ace of hearts. follow me through
the rabbit hole and drink the sweet

nectar of the singing flowers so that
your eyes can open wide shut and
you can delight in the colors of this
world, the colors that only honey bees

can see. climb into my makeshift
umbrella boat and together we will sail
pass the singing whales and the dancing
clams until we run ashore and our

bare feet can burrow themselves in
the sand, each grain a dream waiting
to be hung by our shaking fingers in the
sky. take my hand and whisper into my

ear all the things that we like to hear.
promise me protection and good will.
promise me love with no ropes. promise
me that you will keep my wonderland safe.

promise me.

---

how delightful indeed.

03.

You know you got it bad when
the world starts to turn slowly 
and everything is perfectly okay,
not because they say it's okay but
because he says it's okay. then the

A.) world stops.
B.) world doesn't matter
3.) world is him.

You know you got it bad when
the electricity starts to jump from
his skin and dance on yours and as
they tango back and forth you realize
that this is the feeling you've been 

1.) looking for.
B.) longing for.
C.) waiting for.

You know you got it bad when
your whole brain is screaming L O G I C
and the neurons are leaping from synapse
to synapse, like paper boys wired up on
some kind of crack, and your humming bird

heart is beating faster and harder and
louder and stronger than ever before and
is drowning you in ecstasy. you don't 
know why but you know you're going to die

A.) from drowning.
C.) from a heart attack.
B.) from love.

You know you got it bad when
when--?
0.) now.
0.) then.
7.) forever.

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Some say love is a game

I say it's like a test
there is no right or wrong
there's just